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‘Mommy, I’ll Just Go To Heaven And Play Until You Get There’: Son Works Last ‘Miracle’ Consoling Mom

What a distraught mom’s tear-jerking story of bidding farewell to her little angel! That was in 2016 when 4-year-old Nolan looked up at his mother and said, “Mommy, I love you.” As the mother’s tears fell down her cheeks, her little Nolan passed away.


In November 2015, Nolan was diagnosed with a rare soft-tissue cancer. And it was a roller coaster ride of high and lows before, ultimately, going downhill for good. He would battle, and he would bounce back, and so many times he would carry a smile across his young face. He was a warrior, they would say… getting knocked down only to bounce back.

His father, Jonathan was a policeman. Just like his dad, Nolan wanted so badly to grow up and serve the community of Leonardtown, Maryland. And due to Nolan’s terrible illness, Jonathan stepped down from his position as volunteer fire chief to focus on Nolan’s well-being. While Nolan was hospitalized, the city’s police commissioner swore him in as an hononary police officer. Some fire departments then made him an honorary firefighter.


Although Nolan’s doctors tried desperately to save his life, they failed. The tumors inside his small body were spreading rapidly and the cancer had become resistant to all the treatments. The only thing anyone could do now was keep him as comfortable as possible.

So Nolan’s mom, Ruth, sat down with him and talked to him. She asked him what her job was. And he told her it was to keep him safe. Ruth took a deep breath and told him that she could not do that here any more… that she would have to do that in heaven. Nolan told her he would wait for her when he got there. Ruth then went to take a quick shower, and Nolan slipped into a coma.


When she returned from the shower, Nolan’s medical team was gathered around him, many with tears in their eyes. As Ruth jumped into his bed and put her hand on his face, something very special happened. Nolan took a breath, opened his eyes and smiled at her. He then said, “I love you, mommy,” and his eyes shut for the final time.

Sleep in peace, young officer. Sleep in peace.